Growth Grant Me Strength

Ask me anything   featured   my face   diary of a dirty young man   

My name is Dom. what is there to say about me? Well i listen to hardcore music, i found a new love for writing, I used to play a lot of video games now i don't, I go to school at Rutgers university and i am a history major with a minor in political science. I am a normal 23 year old. Except i am dealing with major depression and it hurts me everyday. Everyday i wake up and remember that depression is a real thing and that my mind can be a dangerous place. Im working everyday to remember who i am, if you like you can talk to me.

I am trying my best to be a better man. Despite all my fears i really am (being as an ocean)

Work is boring. At least it’s nice

Work is boring. At least it’s nice

— 1 day ago with 4 notes
#me  #selfie  #gpoy  #valet4life  #boredom 
"Too often, the only escape is sleep."
Charles Bukowski (via allegorys)

(Source: henrycharlesbukowski, via crazycatladyxv)

— 1 day ago with 177942 notes
Speaking of the devil

the-broken-home-still-shines:

Unwanted memories,
shades within
the bed sheets
and figments 
linger in car seats.
he took you
everywhere, 
mindful hands 
following 
unmindful deeds,
child’s play 
you said but 
children build hope
on blocks and imitation

we broke on 5 pm lust 
and wisps of wind from
open car windows.

— 1 day ago with 10 notes
#poem  #poetry  #creative writing  #writing  #reblog 
Speaking of the devil

Unwanted memories,
shades within
the bed sheets
and figments 
linger in car seats.
he took you
everywhere, 
mindful hands 
following 
unmindful deeds,
child’s play 
you said but 
children build hope
on blocks and imitation

we broke on 5 pm lust 
and wisps of wind from
open car windows.

— 2 days ago with 10 notes
#poem  #poetry  #poetry?  #writing  #spilled ink  #rejectscorner  #staygolden  #creative writing  #free verse 
theotherway:

Audrey Hepburn in Roman Holiday (William Wyler, 1953)

theotherway:

Audrey Hepburn in Roman Holiday (William Wyler, 1953)

(Source: bunnyhepburn, via makeloveoutofwords)

— 2 days ago with 2022 notes

adamsnc:

"you said you’d stay and you promised, I finally see you out, why’d you wait for the summer to chew and spit me out?"

(via blackxiron)

— 4 days ago with 1367 notes

invanity-wetrust:

juliuscaesarofficial:

becca-morley:

history

why are there no posts about me on this 

this is an outrage

I know right! It’s almost like we’re stabbing you in the back!

(via yeahtheycallmemars)

— 5 days ago with 498678 notes
Saying goodbye to me one last time

the-broken-home-still-shines:

It starts on
the tip of
your tongue,
scratches into
your teeth

It’s just an ask
just a name

yet say it in full
so just once
my name can be
in the sun just
a mere moment more.

— 5 days ago with 8 notes
#poem  #poetry  #poetry?  #reblog  #writing  #spilled ink 

ain’t it something, when everything falls apart?
the ground you build upon determines if you fall.
it’s slow motion as i watch it from the hall —
i’ll come undone.
it’s the past,
it leaves you on the floor.

(Source: mmeltdowns, via blackxiron)

— 5 days ago with 2680 notes
Saying goodbye to me one last time

It starts on
the tip of
your tongue,
scratches into
your teeth

It’s just an ask
just a name

yet say it in full
so just once
my name can be
in the sun just
a mere moment more.

— 5 days ago with 8 notes
#poem  #poetry  #poetry?  #creative writing  #writing  #spilled ink  #rejectscorner  #staygolden 
decimat0r:

Balance and Composure - Tiny Raindrop [x]

decimat0r:

Balance and Composure - Tiny Raindrop [x]

(via cvlttt)

— 5 days ago with 18529 notes

just-live-have-hope:

Native Wildlife A Monster, A Tempest

Come out with a new album pleeasee, I can only listen to the same 5 songs so much.

— 6 days ago with 7 notes

fuckincroissant:

La Dispute - New Storms For Older Lovers

…always is valueless, i wish I’d never heard her speak a word

— 6 days ago with 642 notes

cameronboucher:

rachellexvx:

calm—reposed:

Her Tongue Was Tattooed On The Back Of Her Teeth - Old Gray

We were rooted in this home. 
Where we exhaled our last breath and watched the summer fade to blackness. 
I will let you go if you want me to.

wow

the fact that this song has gotten the attention it’s received over the past two years baffles and constantly humbles me. I wrote this the summer of my senior year of high school about a girl I used to be in love with. life moves, but now every time I hear/play this song I am haunted by the thought of her. I look at myself now and see how happy I am with who I’ve become and how I’ve learned to combat my anxiety and manic depression with positivity and now I use this song to reflect on who I was and realize how important music is to making yourself the person that you want to be. 

(via kawaiixblood)

— 6 days ago with 3706 notes